Part Two Of Nothing

Je suis une etoile

Sat, 18 May 2013 16:48:20 -0400

Je suis une etoile

This made my day.

Tue, 14 May 2013 02:26:13 -0400

This made my day.

Paintball

Sun, 12 May 2013 08:45:52 -0400

Paintball

I AM THE CAPTAIN

Sun, 12 May 2013 05:09:00 -0400

I don’t seem to write so much about how or what I feel anymore lately. And it’s not because I feel less than before, but I often think that it’s not so special. Or that there’s already so many people pushing their thoughts out there, that it leaves little room for the few thoughts I have.

At the moment a growing theme has become a lack of interest in irrelevant things. And when you catch yourself saying ‘I really don’t care’ more than 30 times a day, you really start to see how much in life is irrelevant. With irrelevant I mean, the amount of relevancy needed in order for You to be happy.

I’m not saying I’m happy. I’m just saying that there were and are tons of things that sure as hell aren’t making me happier by thinking about it. Or dealing with it. It’s a cliché but why stick with something making you unhappy in the present?

And before answering that question, you may not rely on the past or the future. You may not use those terms or use them as a reference. Because if you are stuck with the ‘Now’ then that’s the only place in time you will ever ‘Be’ happy. You might ‘Become’ happy in the future. And maybe you ‘Were’ happy as a kid. But this means nothing rather than a good memory or thought. It is what makes you happy ‘Now’ that truly matters. And so it’s only what you dó now that could make you happy in the present.

Is this passive or maybe a sign of not knowing anymore? I honestly don’t know. I feel like I’ve lost direction. I was my own captain setting my own sails. And I still am. But right now, it’s like I’m somewhere in the middle. Just drifting there. No need for yelling to set sail and travel as fast as I can to find some unknown promised land. Because if the thought of a Promised Land doesn’t make me happy now, I’m sure as hell not going to waste energy on setting sail to it.

I still think I’m the greatest captain with the best ship. Onboard the best crew (read loved ones). And I can find that promised land whenever I want to. But like it says, I need to feel the need to ‘Want’ it. And right now this ‘Promised land’ is filled with crappy people relying on shitty acts, speaking with twisted tongs and handing you irrelevant situations to deal with.

So yeah, then I prefer to just stay here. Be happy where I am right now. Knowingly I can go any place fróm here.

Because I am the captain. In no need of direction. Because the place I’m going to, does not yet exist.

saintmaus: notashley: The infamous ‘Jonestown Massacre’ led by...

Sun, 05 May 2013 11:54:35 -0400

saintmaus:

notashley:

The infamous ‘Jonestown Massacre’ led by cult leader Jim Jones, where around 909 people committed mass suicide by cyanide poisoning on November 18, 1978.

I like the parrot…

Im sorry, what?

terracottaprincess: ahahahahahahahahahahaha LISTEN UP WINNIPEG...

Sun, 05 May 2013 07:10:21 -0400

terracottaprincess:

ahahahahahahahahahahaha

LISTEN UP WINNIPEG - THIS IS ABOUT YOU

This.

BEASTS OF THE SOUTHERN WILD

Sat, 04 May 2013 15:52:46 -0400

It was beautiful.

Exceptional.

parttwoofnothing: Selfportrait testing Backdrop Me

Sat, 04 May 2013 04:34:54 -0400

parttwoofnothing:

Selfportrait testing Backdrop

“Something out there scares me now”

Thu, 02 May 2013 08:44:45 -0400

“Something out there scares me now”

So we basically dropped curtains all across this empty room. It...

Sun, 28 Apr 2013 08:05:55 -0400

So we basically dropped curtains all across this empty room. It was fun to do.

Telefunken

Sat, 27 Apr 2013 10:37:00 -0400

Telefunken

I know I kinda fuck up in some places (since I’m not...

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 16:54:00 -0400

I know I kinda fuck up in some places (since I’m not british and all) but still. Doing this feels like a total work out haha.

Selfportrait testing Backdrop

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 11:59:17 -0400

Selfportrait testing Backdrop

We were only wasting time together. And we did it better than anyone.

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 10:01:00 -0400

Bored at class

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 06:06:15 -0400

Bored at class

First track of the new album goes public!

Wed, 24 Apr 2013 13:00:52 -0400

Check out the opening track of my new album which will be released later this year!

LISTEN HERE

Ooh hello 3rd olsen sister. Lets make a 100 babies <3

Mon, 22 Apr 2013 12:33:43 -0400

Ooh hello 3rd olsen sister. Lets make a 100 babies <3

SMALL BUMPI love the way Ed Sheeran translated the loss of an...

Fri, 19 Apr 2013 15:12:00 -0400

SMALL BUMP

I love the way Ed Sheeran translated the loss of an unborn child into this song. Being able to tell this at his age is really something. I just sorta heard it and figured it out so it’s not flawless in any way, but I’m really dazzled by this song. So yeah.

LOVE THIS BOOK

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 09:39:30 -0400

LOVE THIS BOOK

Visit FLICKR for High Res photo of my beloved 1976 Martin who is...

Sat, 13 Apr 2013 10:08:59 -0400

Visit FLICKR for High Res photo of my beloved 1976 Martin who is kind of falling apart lately. And who will get a grade A treatment as soon as I get the money. Those spots you see are the beginning of some everlasting signature marks made by me. And my vicious sweat haha.